I’ve had trouble in the past with this. Back then I said I was goig to burn the fucking book and post the video to celebrate. Well, since Im’ now living back at my dad’s, no longer in my own house, I can’t do thoat so I decided to post a picture of the book torn to shit. I’m not even saying her name-she’s not worth that much energy-she’s drained me of far too much already.
I also have that cardigan I just finished ready for the button bands…oddly enough, I think I don’t like the way it fits in the arms. If that’s the case…I’m done knitting. Knitting has taken on too much a modern image, leaving behind the granny image. I don’t take well to change and I’m sorry if the ‘granny imagine” offended people. Personally, the new modern imagine offends me. I don’t like it.
I may go back to music, I may go back to wrirting-an attempt at those would be better. I’m just fucking sick of all this bullshit with knitting. I used to be able to do it-but the modern revivial of it leaves a bad tsate in my mouth .
A few things for sure…Roller Coaster season is now upon us….I need to ride…I REALY need to get high…one good fucked out of my mind stoner evening would do me a fucking world of good.
I have to stop here. See, I took two Ativan a few hours ago and they’re wearing off and I’ feeling the rage beginning to rise again as I type this. Can’t have that.
Mom, you were right…life sucks!
dude.. she is the devil incarnate. not a good fun exorcist devil.. the bad no fun kind. fuck her and her choose your own adventure socks. she can suck it.
don’t give up! just do everything top down. much easier.. much more gratifying.
<3
Don’t leave your knitting behind just because of the weird new direction that it’s taken. I think that everything comes around again. I agree that top down is the way to go.
<3 ya!!
Hey gorgeous….never ever leave the knitting. You just keep doing it they way you like, fuck the rest. I know they book, and I agree. Waaay to much fucking work at trying to be “clever”. WTF .
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xoxo Me